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hey guys... damn stupid school started. its soo fucken gay. all the cool people left. i mean they are some left but i dont know... im not really liking this year... the only cool is i have like more electives n video production is like the best its 6th i got bert n ruben in there n mr johnson is freaken funny as hell... just a really cool class... plus im driving... i havent gotten into an accident YET... but at my school in the first week 3 accidents happened there...today this kid was talkin on the cell n he had just gotten in an accident... i mean how crazy are kids driving at school... IM A CRAZY DRIVER... but i dont think im that crazy. fucken crack heads. everyone is soo dumb. they all think they are all cool n hard n shit. they dont even say or do anything. but the other day some mexican girl got into a fight n she was a strong lil fighter... or big from what im hearing... she wouldnt go down even though they maced  her... haha... crazy huh? rev is pretty gay though. but i love my friends band... A ROMANCE TO CURE... theyre on myspace... www.myspace.com/aromancetocure go check em out. i guess thats it for this entry.

<3 major <3 to all the cool people i know :)

summer is really starting to become stupid... too many horrible things happening... im not sure if i want it to be summer anymore... so if im not happy these days when you talk to me its cuz soo much has built up... its all finally being released... i wish i can mention the things that are goin on... but i dont think anyone could really help me... im done.

i went to prom ... cant believe how many people went... it was really crowded... i was suprised that a lot of the people i know... were ... there... i was like... woah... yeah so i had fun i have pics n stuff... i guess i just have to wait for them to get developed... things have been goin crappy lately... the only thing that is gettin me by is knowin that school is almost over n warped is coming up... thats about it... i wish i had someone to talk to... i have people to talk to ... but a lot of them are busy with their own problems... i feel all alone right now... i hate being alone... thats probably why im sad... i dont know... i want to feel someones touch... i want to feel loved... i want attention... its freaken 2 AM almost... oh yeah... go to my myspace... www.myspace.com/fiftypercentflip yeah... its not as good as xanga but hey... its an improvement... does anyone even read this... im just writting to a box... i swear... ok im done.

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hello friends... well... i get my license in 2 months... i cant believe it... its craziness... this lil girl is actually growin up... slowly n gradually but still growing up... prom is this month...happened all fast... once i was this lil girl who would watch teen movies be like woah prom thats never gonna happen to me... the date the dress the limo... crazy enough it did... i always saw me goin with friends never with someone... yeah... that someone IM TAKING to prom is nick cross... yes... he goes to rhs so hes goin to MY PROM... haha... its kinda funny cuz hes all into it like a girl or I should be... he wants us to match n everything to go perfect i think its sweet though... ugh... things are ok but not at the same time... i find things to rid me of my boredom... like taking pics... i know its stupid but it entertains me... well ... i got a treat for you... i have pics from my days of boredom... i try to be pretty and or poetic in them... if theyre stupid im sorry theyre meant not be taken serious... well tell me which ones you guys if you want... ill leave you with the pics...   

we'll start off with the day i got bored n took pics of me in my prom dress...

me on the phone with nick... the whole time i am... but this is a dead on shot of the phone... haha...

im confused... what?...

haaaaaaaaaaaay... haha...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i cry glitter...

simple plain face :\

i like to look to the side... :)

im upside down!... woah... trippy...

woah its me with my camera... i <3 my camera :)

pic of my dress from the front side...

pic of the back of the dress...

my delicious shoe... yes... the brand is called delicious ;)

ok heres a pic of my friend darrin i took a pic of him cuz we had to pose for pics in art... he looks soo hardcore :)

heres michaels no doubt car... i <3 GWEN n NO DOUBT soo MUCH...

me when i havent taken a shower or any make up on...

me just giving a blank stare...

heres danica with her purplish blackish hair... shes soo pretty...

me n d in black n white...

me n d i think we look alike... cuz of our eyes...

my bro jay playing guitar...

its me with jays big fro wig...

heres d again with her beautiful hair...

heres alec turning 13... aw... hes soo cute ...

aww... the monkey loves the tiger...

feeling like im all alone... :(

i think i look crazy right here...

i look like a mental patient...

i think this one looks poetic...

i feel like i dont belong anywhere...

i think there is a purpose for me... maybe just maybe...

i guess... ill keep searching for it...

well im done...

<3 jackie